Friday, November 22, 2013

Disingenuous of A

Disingenuous of A
Yes, something stinks that is to say
In this country where so often fact
Is baked, refined and sold like smack

Now rampant addiction has ensued
Masses need the comfort of servitude
Or the euphoria that can only be enjoyed
With blind ignorance to what's destroyed

In exchange for some great honourable dream
Little more than a scratch'n'win it seems
Because we're told this running race is fair
When most have weights or even chains to wear. 

Hypocrisy like this survives
Entwined through 300 million lives 
Because to break it down would be to say
We're not the greatest, this is not the way.

When truth is simply bought and sold
Along with the democracy of old
Which this country built its name upon 
Then what was great is all but gone

So if there is some that still believe
Not in divisive gods, but in equality
Then now is the time that they should stand
'Cause they are the only hope left for this once great land.

For money cannot buy respect
In truth, they rarely intersect.
So question much, and let power reside
In numbers of people, not numbers of bribes

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Tie-dyed Jeans (La-lah-love)

You will never understand
How far I searched the land
Yes, Anaheim strip malls, Spitalfield's stalls,
New York back streets, Montreal

Everywhere I'd search
With your jay-bird on its perch
Claws held around that piece of twine
And pulling at my heart strings all the time

It's la-la-lah-lah-love
La-la-lah-lah-love

Is it always such a one-sided affair?

And though you never did before
Now that we're no more
I see you walking out the Art School doors
Wearing those tie-dyed jeans I bought

For la-la-lah-lah-love
La-la-lah-lah-love

Is it always such a one-sided affair

Communications
Across the nations 
Complications from your strange translations 
Words can often be
A double-edged-sword battle for me

In la-la-lah-lah-love
La-la-lah-lah-love
La-la-lah-lah-love
La-la-lah-lah-love

I'm moving on, for all you care
These feelings make for quick repair
And it seems it's not a one sides affair.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Curves (This Is The Place)

This is the place 
It's where I joined the human race
The shag pile, mission, open face
Bricks, pull strings, lips, hip sliding things 

Shiny vinyl paints the scene
The organ fills the in-betweens
We're 3 and 5, he's 1, ears keen 
The melody's a breeze and life's the seas

Explanation's made of words
But life's made up of curves
As I shape a clay triceratops 
A best that I will never top
Or so it seems, but always in my dreams
I'll chase the black and gold and fly 
And hope to never wave goodbye

This is the place
It's where I left the human race
Cracked concrete bumps against the trolley base
As weight, with aches, threatens to break 

A grey mist paints the scene
An underground of in-betweens
Games, red, fire, roasts, the Island Queens
Music saves past's slaves, then sends me over waves

Explanation's made of words
But life's made up of curves
I considered which line looked the best
So why that one and not the rest?
My Queen, the one always in my dreams 
We'll chase the black and gold and fly
And hope to never wave goodbye 

But when we do, I'll cherish every moment spent with you.

Rocking Chair (Something True)

Rocking chair, right by the weather-beaten door.
I wouldn't care, if my feet still didn't touch the floor.
But now they do, and now that you
Are more than something black and blue, I say, 
Just tell me something true.

My favourite shirt has holes, and in places I can't hide
So should it go? If it still fits me then I really don't see why
What should I do? It's time to choose,
But with so much still to lose, I say,
Just tell me something true

Because I'd like to change my tune.
And not walk a different path in these same clothes each afternoon.
I'd settle for a clue.
Just tell me something true.

Rocking chair, wearing grooves into the floor.
If I didn't care, would I show myself the door?
What's there to prove, and who to?
Is it time for something new, I say,
Just tell me something true.

Which shirt should stay, and which should definitely go.
I tried them every way, and still don't really know.
I always liked bright blue, I still do, whether round, buttoned or crew, I say,
Just tell me something true.

Because I'd like to change my tune.
And not walk a different path in these same clothes each afternoon.
I'd settle for a cue.
Just tell me something true.

I've watched a lot go by
In my rocking-chairing life.
And it all seemed so worth time
I was learning by the knife 
One thing I know for sure
Is I'm really great at rocking 
By this weather-beaten door
Here next to you
Saying the only thing that's true
That's what I do, no less will do

This is the one thing that is true


Wednesday, August 28, 2013

When All The Signs Are Swept To Sea

When All The Signs Are Swept To Sea

When there's bridges over bridges
No wonder there's no time 

To let your grass grow
Yeah you know
We're all sinners in the innards so
You better race your boat along the beach
before there's no time left to reach

All the bitches and their kitsches
No wonder I don't know 

Which way my hair grows
Yeah do you know
We're all skin heads in the innards so
You better pinch your nose and start to speak
Before there's no time left to peak

But I don't know
Which way to go
To get me to tomorrow

And I don't know
What pace to go
To make it to tomorrow

All the preachers and the teachers
All wonder and chastisement 

While my doubt grows 
Yeah you know
And winners must be grinners so
You better hope the chosen hold the key
When all the signs are swept to sea

But I don't know
Which way we'll go
When we get to tomorrow

No, I don't know
Which face should show
To get me to tomorrow

And I don't know
I never seem to know
So just stay close
And help me through tomorrow

Thursday, July 25, 2013

More Lake District Photos - On The 170th Anniversary of Robert Southey's Death

As mentioned in my previous post I was lucky enough to be in Keswick, visit Robert Southey's grave and to stay in Greta Hall, the home where Southey lived most of his life, on the 170th Anniversary of his death, 21st March 2013. 

I would like to thank Jeronime, Scott and their lovely family, current owners and B&B Managers at Greta Hall, for their wonderful hospitality, as always!

Here are some more photos. Including a couple of panoramic shots you will need to click to view full size.


The Peak of Skiddaw, Keswick, UK photo AP1060908_zps8ea7b7f7.jpg
The Peak of Skiddaw - Keswick, Lake District, Cumbria, UK

Crosthwaite Church, Where Robert Southey Is Buried photo AP1060905_zps587a42c3.jpg
Crosthwaite Church - containing an effigy of Southey and where he is buried.

View of The Mountains From Southey's Grave photo AP1060883_zps6f665804.jpg
View of the mountains from Southey's grave.

Greta Hall 170 years After Southey's Death photo AP1060974_zps73fe1649.jpg
Greta Hall - Keswick, Lake District, Cumbria, UK

360 Degree Panorama of Keswick & Derwent Water

Panoramic Shot of the nearby Yorkshire Dales



Stanzas Written In Robert Southey's Study

The View From Southey's Study Window On The 170th Anniversary Of His Death photo AP1060977_zpsedd9c9a7.jpg

Despite many creative things to blog nothing has been getting posted. So it is that I go right back to March 21st, the 170th Anniversary of Robert Southey's death, with this entry. I was lucky enough to be in Robert Southey's Study in Greta Hall (Keswick, United Kingdom) for the second time - and on such a meaningful occasion. 

While sitting in his study I read the following poem in a collection of his works, written late in his life - a telling depiction of his love for books and respect for their writers. Then below that is a poem I wrote immediately following reading his.



Stanzas Written In My Study

by Robert Southey

My days among the Dead are past;
Around me I behold,
Where're these casual eyes are cast,
The mighty minds of old;
My never-failing friends are they,
With whom I converse day by day.

With them I take delight in weal,
And seek relief in woe;
And while I understand and feel
How much to them I owe,
My cheeks have often been bedew'd
With tears of thoughtful gratitude


In Southey's Study On The 170th Anniversary Of His Death photo AP1060978_zpsf72cd167.jpg


Stanzas Written In Robert Southey's Study

by Joshua Jones

Who remembers you
When old has passed to new
And new is getting older too

Who recalls a word
You once spoke and they heard
Or they read before you were interred

Who gives much thanks
That here near Greta's banks
You toiled for hours, quill in hand 

Who really knows
The "you" beyond poems and prose
The hopes you never shared or showed

Just know that I
'Til the day I die
Shall share your writing far and wide

For as long as one remembers
You shall always be alive

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Look Up or Look Down?

I'm really glad I named this blog "My Fight To Write". It's a great reminder for me to always keep fighting, no matter what resistance or obstacles are in front of me. And so I do ~ I keep fighting to write.  

But I also have "My Fight To Run". Another thing that I know makes me feel good physically and mentally, but does not always happen as regularly as I'd like.

I probably push myself too hard, as I do with most things, so there are frequent times over any run that I have to will myself to keep up the pace and not give in to the desire to stop or slow down. 

Often when I'm struggling I find myself staring down at my feet. 

When I notice this I usually tell myself to look up ahead, not down, with the attitude that looking down is weak and negative. But today I got a new perspective on this.  

I pulled my eyes up and looked ahead to a yellow street sign a few hundred meters up the road. I locked onto to, trying to strengthen my resolve to push on. But the sign was so far away that it didn't seem to be getting any closer. My resolve started to weaken.

I looked back down at my feet and as I watched them pushing the ground away underneath me I felt like my pace was pretty good. I could see that even though the sign didn't seem to be getting closer very quickly I was doing well to hold this pace. 

So "looking down" doesn't have to be so negative. 

Let's not say looking "down" though. Let's say looking "closer to now" ~ to be properly M.C. (motivationally correct ~ as most motivators would encourage you to speak). 

Looking up is important. You need to dream. You need to set your sights on where you want to go. But it can leave you feeling like you're making no progress. When you look closer to now you can see that you are in fact moving towards your goal at a decent pace, even if it doesn't seem like it when you look at the goal itself, way off in the distance.

So next time you're feeling discouraged about your progress towards a goal off ahead, look  at what you're doing right now to get you to that goal, then keep pushing. Watch the ground move along underneath you. 

The only thing that will prevent you from reaching that goal is giving up and stopping.

I will add one disclaimer here though - sometimes you simply have to go a little easier on yourself. Don't stop moving of course! But just give yourself a little credit for how well you're doing and don't push yourself to the point of collapse. 

Because then you will stop! 

Better to be consistent but slower than inconsistently faster. You know - the hare and the tortoise story... 
 

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

"Like Fires" - The Truth About True Love

I wrote this for Sam for our 1st Wedding Anniversary on Jan 5th. 

I may not post love poems constantly on this blog as I used to, but it's not because I don't write any or feel any less in love. Quite the opposite in fact. I just decided I wouldn't be posting every love poem I wrote on this blog anymore. Hopefully it makes this one all the more special for those who like reading them.

If you didn't know, I have been married before, for 6 years of a 9 year relationship. Sometimes what you believe is true love is not, although it is great at the time for many reasons. True love is something else. It's something you can't know the feeling of until you are feeling it. Most importantly, it's something you never doubt. And with Sam, I never have. I had trouble accepting it was true ~ or even possible ~ in the earliest days, but deep down I never doubted it.

People ask me how you know when someone is "the one". It may be a worn out adage, but I can say, in complete honesty, that you really do just know. So if you don't know ~ irrefutably, without a single question ~ that this is the person you want to spend your life with, then you haven't yet felt true love.

I'm very glad I'm one of the lucky ones who has and gets to live with that feeling every day. I'm thankful every day that Samantha came into my life. It will never be the same.  


Like Fires 

It's now a year and here we are
Still in love above the dark
Still as one with fun and talk
Feeling each other wonder more

About how, with all the fallen leaves
Always falling from the trees
Swept like embers in the breeze
We fell to one white sunny shore

And not one crazed or hazy day
Can keep our flames strong gains at bay
In our souls it grows each day
Though we may be laying on the floor

You see, it's the deepest love
Like a holy golden dove
That all want but can't englove
But which we'll share forever more 

Sammy B, between our eyes
Sparks like fires light up the skies
And so we'll be 'til Venus dies
Of this single thing I'm sure.